Sometimes I think back about grandfather and Peng Peng and how they cared for my dad so much when they were alive... Grandfather kowtowing so many times despite his old age to pray for dad's good health and recovery; Peng Peng coming over to our place every so often to help relieve us some duties taking care of dad post-surgery... And these two gone too soon, I can't help but feel like they gave some of their years here to dad.

I'm forever grateful.
Thank you for being such guardian angels.

How do you even get confident enough to make sure your relationship is 100% yours?

Disclaimer: marriage certificate ain't good enough bruhs

What Is right and what is wrong.

我今晚真的觉得好辛苦。

I think it's one of His miraculous plans to tell me to keep faith by making me re-read what I wrote months earlier.

I don't know how we'll go from here but we will.
We are with each other. Even if we feel all alone, we are not. It's His plan and I believe each trial makes us stronger. And now we will be unbreakable.

Faith and such

We are now less than two weeks to the wedding.
This is scary.

Not that I'm hesitant towards our future. I would run to him everyday. But wow. Time.

It's also scary how things can choose to fuck up for you in a blink of an eye. Or how quickly and thoughtlessly a mistake could be made... God, I am too lowly to understand your plan. But I trust you have a path for us and that it's one that you're holding our hands and carrying us towards. It may be prickly and tough but as long as we're together, we will have a great journey and eventually the best endings.

I will feel all I can. I will feel all You are doing for us. Even in these times. Especially in these times.

Thank you for everything.